Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Some guys have shown me aces,
but you got that royal flush.
To Mindy: I love you more than Favrette.
WHY YOU FORCE ME TO LIE!!??
Haha, love.
Today was great. I caught The Covenant @ Vivocity with Farsy Fu Sirong today. The show was aiight, and the company made my day. Hah. & guess who we met?
i) Aaron Ng (you can conclude that he'll spread this)
ii) Jia En (&friends), whom Fusi bought a whole blob of candy for later.
iii) Keith Tan (with a girl)
iv) Felly Welly!
And yes, Farsy and I are just great companies for each other. You won't believe it when I say that he wanted to go to Zara, and the other shops, instead of me. Crazy fella. Other guys would dread these shops (:
But what I'm feeling now is nowhere near estatic.
You want to tell someone something, but you're afraid of 1) rejection 2) avoidance 3) inverse reaction 4) just no return feeling 5) lost of friendship. And now every single action amplifies the rationale behind it. You don't know what to think when he calls you, or you wouldn't know whether to imagine him smiling at the other end of the line when you're talking. And when he doesn't reply your messages, you wouldn't know to think if hey, he's just busy, or maybe he's just irritated with you. But after that you two talk online and everything is fine when you converse, if not, better. ERGH (!). But then, when he doesn't reply your message again, your heart flusters, but not in a good way. Then again, when you think about it, it's kinda like a one-way thing so you don't know what you're actually fussing about. I mean, its not like you're not friends or anything.
I'm confused, and I'm annoyed.
Secretly posses me
20:24
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