Sunday, November 19, 2006
Because I'm walking away,
from the one thing I need to
Walk away from.
And my life now, for the next week:
Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir
Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir
Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir
Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir
Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir
Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir
Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir
Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir Choir
It has been like that.
It's heartbreaking, how people just fall so easily, and yet gently and subtly. On the thought that there always a channel to pull through, and we constantly find ourselves stuck right before that hole at the end to come out. But only because the other party behind the wall with that hole for us to crawl out from is not willing enough to reach that hand out to give us that extra pull for our ticket to hapiness. So, again, we find ourselves trapped in that tunnel, confused, disturbed, choked, suffocated, with no other solution but to go back to where we first came from.
It's disheartening, to realise then, that many people give up on the chance to re-enter, fretting the same would happen again. But I, I went in not once, and why is my faith always on the tight rope, with a million feet below me? Every fall is deafening enough.
And it's really disappointing, the way I keep wanting to pick myself up, and reality really literally slapping me face-down each time.
Oh well.
Secretly posses me
21:53
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