Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Chivalry is dead
I swear I'm becoming an emoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemotional kid again. It's all due to a mix of factors like church, friends and school. I just cannot stand the days I'm living now. They are so, relaxed. I'm becoming a slacker and I'm beginning to have more time on hands to think and be emo. The next is the friends thing. I wanna help my friends but I can't. I don't wanna see some people, but I'm stuck with them for another year. My friends are disappearing soon, and I have no say. My candy in church is dissolving, and would amount to no more.
But most of all, the person I wanna love is Shing Ling Ling Ching Ching Chong Chong far away. & I can't say that I don't want to be more than just mere friends with him. But I guess I hafta be damn patient bout it. It pains my heart sometimes, but well, if there's anything I leart, that's to deal with pain. Ya'know, I could write a book on dealing with pain man. Haha. But what the heck, I just want things to be as smooth sailing as possible. I'm counting my blessings lahuh. Mmhkay. I'll leave thing to my Almighty Father! & pray things would turn out fine already.
Dammit lar. Emoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemokid ):
Secretly posses me
20:25
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